Last night.

If we arent going out then theres just continual drama. We both get upset over other people. Mum said its the protective and possessive side of both of us coming out. It sucks. Because i dont want to lose you completely but maybe ill have to if i want to move on and be strong again? I still want at least some sort of friendship even though thats almost impossible. Im okay until i see you. Then all my strength melts and my heart sits on my sleeve. I wanted nothing more than to kiss you and for you to hold me again, tears pour down my face as i write this thinking of you, us, and what use to be. This sounds stupid and i bet you think of get over yourself but its not that easy and im sorry if you think its dramatic but my heart is broken and picking up the pieces alone is hard. Comparing you to every boy that tries to get close to me and no ones even close.

Why are so you unique? Why is getting over you the rockiest road ive ever been down?

"half of my heart has a grip on the situation, but half of my heart will forever love you"