When i look at my life now i love it, but sometimes i have them days where i remember all the things ive lost, all the times i screwd up, the times i made the wrong choice, the relationships im no longer in, the friends i no longer have.

I miss alot of it, and sometimes i still feel like i have an attactment to people that shouldn't be there because its not ever going to work and it may hurt the people in my life now but i just can't let go ;

It makes me wonder where i would be right now if all those things hadn't of happened to me.

But then i realise the pain and suffering i went through trying to unbreak the already broken. So i hold my head up high and be happy for what i have, for what i have is genuine love and happiness.