cellphone messages erased.

I just went into the telecom store to pick up my cellphone which had been on the store getting fixed I had some saved messages in there from him from when we went out. They were such lovely amazing texts , but when i got my phone back today they had been deleted. It kind of hurt :( but in someways its a good thing because i dont know if i had the strength to do it myself. Either way they are gone now.

I still miss him. Help?